CarinOro

Tho this might be a single spur of activity this time. I just have this problem with my social anxiety where I somehow convince myself I kill the groups I join immediately upon joining. Guess that's just me being all self-important. Really trying to push myself to share more, trying to make some friends this time. I may start uploading some sketches I've recently scanned. We'll see how this goes this time.

Ok. I've delayed this long enough. I have like 0 people watching me so this probably won't even be seen by anyone but just in case anyone notices: I'm back. It's actually pretty though for me to interact with other people and I typically end up doing so in short spurs because of it. I always promise myself this time I won't disappear as I usually do but I pretty much always end up doing it. I'm never completely gone tho, so if ever you find that I've disappeared and you wish to tell me something just go ahead and send me a note, I'll probably see it. Anyway, guess this only means I'm back at the start of the cycle. Let's do some interactin'

I did not exactly expect things to happen this way. I've actually become part of 2 different groups on the same day. Going through the whole process of trying to join a group is kinda magical. But so stressful!! I've gone through it many times but I don't think it's become any easier. Now that I'm actually in tho, I'm nervous in a different way. I'll do my best to be a good member.